Post Natal Blue and Experienced Nanny Needed!

What do you know about Post Natal Blue? Nothing? Me either (well at first). But after having my own child, I know what it's like. Well for my 1st pregnancy I do get PNB. It's all started when some of the relatives keep repeating that my 1st born looks more like dad and none from me. It may sounds like "wth Zyan?!" But really, if you hearing it repeatedly, you will get annoyed and stressed. My fellow mummy, you feel me? Hahaha... Also after 2 mths of giving birth, I got warded for 2 weeks due to kidney infection and cardiomyopathy. How sad my life can be during that time. 

As for my 2nd one, I already stay in my own house. So it's just me, my husband and my 2 child. My husband will be working during the day. You know, normal office hour. But tell you, with me all alone, LAGI in confinement period, with 1 active toddler and a super high demand infant in house, I can go GILA! And hey, even on confinement, I still have to cook and clean and do the laundry ok. But of course my husband will help here and there sometimes (thank you sayang (n_n*)) Have I ever trigger or breakdown when I'm alone withe kids? HELL YES! Whenever I start to breakdown in a corner of either my kitchen or room, my son will be like "Ummi don't cry." How can I not smile after that?

Eventho with this kinda situation of mine, consider myself still lucky, cos at times, my mum do call and ask about me and family. And sometimes, she even dropby my place and cook for me. Or lagi best, my siblings will come by and bring my son out/ sleepover at my mum place. So, it's just me and my baby girl. Thank you guys, you're the BEST! Hehe. 

Oh gosh, talking about my baby girl, I'm left with 85 days till this maternity leave of mine be over! I SOOOOOOO NEED TO LOOK FOR GOOD AND TRUSTED NANNY!!!! Any lobang mummy? I prefer the one staying  nearby to my place (Segar/ Fajar/ Jelapang), muslim family, experienced with toddler/ infant and knowledge of teaching (this one plus point! But if none it's ok). Do drop me msg/ comment if you know any ok..? Thank you in advance ;)