Our Miracle Baby Girl

How much have I abandon this blog? It's been so long since I've post anything here. Due to hand-full of job as a full time patient service associate and of course a wife and a mum. And hey, would like to welcome our new bundle of joy Nour Shaista Wisaal :)

She's born on the 28 August 2015 via normal delivery. YUP mummies, NORMAL DELIVERY! Alhamdulilah. Didn't expect that I can go through everything. Eventho most of the gynae and my husband reluctant to let me go for normal delivery. Well you see, my 1st pregnancy was via c-sect, so the gynae just afraid that I may lost lotsa blood and may cause rupture to the c-sect area when I push the baby out. And what makes my husband fear more, when the gynae inform us that it may also cause death. Subhanallah.. Hey, death can happen anytime anywhere. If it's stated that my death will be during labor, I can't stop faith. Right? Right!

For this 2nd pregnancy, I really felt so blessed and how much Allah swt love me. During my labor journey, everything really went smoothly. Not planned at all but just smooth. It didnt even take more than I expected it to be. My contraction begins as early as 530am on 28 August 2015. But it's like every half an hour and I didn't bother that much cos I taught it's just those braxton hicks. Furthermore, my EDD is on 31st August 2015, that's the reason I don't really bother with the pain. But as the sun starts to rise, the pain getting stronger and it's like every 5 to 10 min. Thanks god I have such a wonderful friend around. Anati, even sms me and told me how contractions is like and such. And hell yeah, it's NO BRAXTON HICKS! It is the contractions.

You guys might be wondering how can I NOT know how contractions like when it's already my 2nd child. Well, like I said, during my 1st pregnancy, I didn't have any pain or etc.. All I go through with my 1st pregnancy is, I'm in a total full terms of 40 weeks and 3 days late. PLUS, I don't have any pain at all but just bleeding.. What do I mean by bleeding? Those kinda period bleeding.. So back with my story, my contractions keep going stronger every 5 to 10 min and I decided to activate my siblings and of course my husband (who is working at that point of time). And the saddest part is, I'm alone with my 2yrs6mths old son. Really fortunate that when I'm in pain, my son like kinda understand what I'm going through. He keep asking if I'm ok and he really well behaved.

Abg Shayaan really love his adik. Blessed! :)

At around 12-ish pm, my husband and sibling reached my abode and without wasting any time, i grab my hospital bag and rush to hospital. Reached delivery suite around 1pm and the medical team ask me how's the pain like, pain score blablabla. The doctor came in and check on me half hour later and to know I'm only 3cm open. The waiting game just keep on going and time check is 5+pm. So they send me to the ward for observations. When I'm in the ward, I'm really not at ease. Why? because it is still visiting hour and hell yes it's damn noisy. Some family member even bring food and dine in there (dah mcm picnic). With me in pain, I have to go  to the extend by close the curtains and have my own privacy. The nurse keep checking on me every half an hour or so, and by the time 10pm, my husband decide to head home and hey, my contractions starts getting stronger. So we called the nurse and I die die ask for epidural.

People say I'm a miracle baby, Alhamdulilah..

1015pm/ 1020pm, we reached down to the labor ward, the midwife asked if I need any painkiller and I said I need epidural like NOW! So this midwife take her own sweet time and keep goin in and out of the room and she then check how big is my opening before giving me the epidural. When she insert her fingers in down there, she shout "eh! you 8-9cm already.. Cannot epidural.. I give you gas ok.." I swear to god when she said that I can't get epidural, i feel like smacking her face. LOL! Story cut short, I finally give birth at 1110pm. Yup it's pretty quick but what I've gone through, all the pushing the inhale and exhale, it's like Allah swt rewind back the time and let me go through the pain over and over and the Izrail getting ready by my bedside to pull my soul away. Subhanallah and alhamdulilah I am still fortunate and blesssed that I am still alive and get to see my beautiful child and life again. And hey, did I tell you that my daughter was name as a miracle baby when I gave birth to her? Why? Cos she's born with 2 teeth. It's not everyday you get to see it. :)

p/s: Dearest Shayaan and Shaista, one day when you get to read this, please remember and always remember that Ummi and Abi really love the both of you so much. Treasure each other and always take care of each other no matter how grown up you guys are. (n_n*)